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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Saturday, February 10, 2007 1:50 AM
today just got back my results.. actually not supposed to get back de. cuz i still owe the school money. sian. then i was like prepared not to get my results liao. but my ex form teacher, Mr Tay insisted that i should take it today! and i was like i also don't think i can continue my studies because of some home matters. yea. then he said he was DISAPPOINTED with my answer. i was like, is not what i wanted. but in the end, in order to help me, Mr Tay helped me pay my school fees. i was like wah seh. still need my ex-teacher to help me pay in order to get my results. so paiseh. so i promised myself, to pay him back when i could. haha. is 63bucks. but is not the worst that i owe the school. last year, i owed the school about 250bucks. haha. and i waited till about the 3rd warning letter than my dad FINALLY willing to pay liao. sigh. why are parents always that stingy when it comes to money. can't i even get money to pay for my school fees?

this year, our batch did quite well! haha. we pulled down the score to 15.3!!! and we are so happy about it. but then got one person failed english. and is sad that i knew who this person was. sad.. but just don't be discouraged lorhs. yep. just work hard in the near future.. yep.. right now, i just got so many things on my mind. work and courses.. all are causing my brain cells to be dead. gosh. right now, i do not know if i will want to take up JC or POLY.. if i go poly, i might be appealing for law&management.. if not then is about pshycology. haha. but law&management is hard! like what my god-sister says... haa.. so i'm still in my thoughts.

just now when talking to boss online, he stressed me with more things. like designing poster for IT courses. yep. and it need to be done by MONDAY! gosh. then i still got to design flyers for FENGSHAN internet club. and i need to get the system working by TUESDAY and all the PCs must be ready for use. and i was like shucks. i have not read up the details yet. and tomorrow, i might not be coming back home. how? how? how? die liao lorhs. maybe tomorrow afternoon then chiong liao.. haha.

as for my results, i'm not sure whether i should be happy about it. or i should be sad about it. the points i get is not up to my expectations and that's why i'm sad. but then i'm happy because i passed my ENGLISH! and i got a c6.. then combined humanities, i got like b3? which is a miracle. i just want to thank the teachers, for guiding me. and what Mr Tay said was true. the ENGLISH class that he taught over the years will not fail. unless, we don't put in the effort to make it pass. we again brought him to glory. thank you.

last but not least, i just want to thank God, for making all these possible for me despite the things that i had done in the past. i promised not to look back. but sometimes, when i really can't help it. i just seek your forgiveness and strength to let me think about my future. i allow You to enter my heart, because you are important to me. and i do not want to lose you. and now, i give you the rights, to change my heart from the inside out. send me to wherever you want me to be. and i will follow You all day.